I do that sometimes.
But hey, dear readers,
I have found a boy that holds my hand as tightly as I hold his.
I mean it, guys, I don't think I've ever felt this way before.
Sure, I've had boyfriends.
I've loved some of them, even.
This is something else.
And I feel so crazy for feeling this way so soon.
We've only been "together" for about two months, yet I feel like we already know so much about each other.
We are free to be mad or sad or happy around each other.
Over Christmas break, I was visiting my dad and step-mother, and her and I got to talking about him, and she asked if I thought he was the one.
At the time I just laughed it off, it was extremely early on and it wasn't even crossing my mind.
However, she mentioned how when you know, you really do just know.
And, still, it having been only two months.
I think I am falling in love with him.
No. I don't think. I know. I know I am falling in love with him.
Which both excites and scares me.
There are times when I don't think I can hold him tight enough.
Here goes nothin'.