urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:constanthumor krista krista 2009-02-07T08:43:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:constanthumor:4804 2009-02-07T08:43:41Z 2009-02-07T08:43:41Z Coffee Shop - Landon Pigg I know, I know, it's been a while.<br />I do that sometimes.<br /><br />But hey, dear readers,<br />I have found a boy that holds my hand as tightly as I hold his.<br />I mean it, guys, I don't think I've ever felt this way before.<br />Sure, I've had boyfriends.<br />I've loved some of them, even.<br />But this.<br />This is something else.<br />And I feel so crazy for feeling this way so soon. <br />We've only been "together" for about two months, yet I feel like we already know so much about each other.<br />We are free to be mad or sad or happy around each other. <br /><br />Over Christmas break, I was visiting my dad and step-mother, and her and I got to talking about him, and she asked if I thought he was the one.<br />At the time I just laughed it off, it was extremely early on and it wasn't even crossing my mind.<br />However, she mentioned how when you know, you really do just know. <br /><br />And, still, it having been only two months.<br />I think I am falling in love with him. <br />No. I don't think. I know. I know I am falling in love with him.<br />Which both excites and scares me.<br />There are times when I don't think I can hold him tight enough. <br /><br />Here goes nothin'. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:constanthumor:2578 2008-07-25T07:13:18Z 2008-07-25T07:13:18Z Sleep Sandwich - Elvis Perkins I have grown more determined than ever to make it.<br />I mean, I'm twenty years old, for Christ's sake. <br />By the time I graduate, I will be almost twenty-three.<br /><br />I am simply <i>itching</i> to act again.<br />And I won't lie, it was The Dark Knight that lit this fire currently under my ass.<br />Before you say anything, it's not stupid that I feel this way.<br />When I started taking acting seriously, I began to look at everything very carefully.<br />I can very rarely get lost in movie plots and just live in that moment.<br />I am critiquing. I am studying. I am constantly learning. <br />I spent a good portion of Heath Ledger's time on screen with my mouth ajar, bewitched by his acting.<br />It pains me a bit to know that not everyone will (or can) truly and fully appreciate just how fucking talented he was in this role.<br /><br />Also, I may have totally gotten a girl-boner for Christian Bale.<br />And as usual protocol with my girl-boner inspiring crush-types, for the following weeks, I watch nearly every work they have been a part of and dissect them, hoping that they actually deserve to be where they are.<br />I must admit, often times they do not.<br />However, Christian Bale is simply incredible.<br />If you look only at his Bruce Wayne/Batman, you might beg to differ-NOT because he lacks talent, but because you have yet to see his range.<br />For example, American Psycho.<br />Not to jam this down your throat or anything, but this is one of the most intense monologues I have ever seen...<br /><lj-embed id="2" /><br /><br /><br />I'm going to stop there. <br />It's past three in the morning, I have work tomorrow and I leave for NYC very, very early Saturday morning. And I've yet to pack.<br />So. <br />I guess in closing, I need to figure out how to get to Los Angeles. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:constanthumor:994 2008-05-20T06:46:30Z 2008-05-20T06:46:30Z I HAVE A PAINFULLY LARGE CRUSH ON HARRISON FORD CIRCA 1981 (RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK).<br />I'm not even sure I want to see Kingdom of the Crystal Skull on account of it would depress me too much that he is no longer...<br />Oh my god, he was 39 in 1981?<br /><br />Dude. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:constanthumor:611 2008-05-20T05:48:42Z 2008-05-20T05:48:42Z Handlebars - Flobots I more or less start a new journal every time I feel like I've really changed.<br />Over the school year it&nbsp; tends to be left forgotten and unused, but in the summer I find myself spending much of my free time alone, writing.<br />Last summer I was a whiney little bitch.<br />I don't think I'll take that route this year. <br />No, this year is going to be better. <br />But why?<br />Well, for one, I haven't a recently smushed heart to tend to.<br />Two, I highly doubt to be slipping back into my eating disorder.<br />And three, I actually have a sense of self-worth and a close set of friends I know I can turn to.<br /><br />ANYWAY.<br />On a less depressing note, I'm getting a new digital camera tomorrow. <br />On a more depressing note, with the economy being the shit-filled suck fest that it is, I am reduced to working at McDonalds again this summer. <br />No glorious summer-stock gig acting in several plays at once, not even a job in a cute shop downtown.<br />I was too late auditioning for summer-stock and no one wants to hire a college kid with plans to leave in the fall.<br />So I will be selling premature heart disease for the fourth summer straight.<br /><br />Oh well?